Thus the beginning ends and the end begins.

For this upcoming year. I want to pray for courage.

I honestly do not know what to expect from this upcoming year.

There are so many things I want to do and I want to achieve.

But I have to set my goals on the right things. The things I know are important.

So i want the bravery to say no to myself. That I'll be able to knuckle down and do what's asked of me and not what i want to do. To work hard even when every inch of me is burning to do something else.

After I guess whatever happens at the end of this year determines my future for the next 5, 10, 20 years possibly.

But I know that I am being looked after. That I have a plan for my life and whatever happens this year will be watched over.

So in that sense, no matter how scary 2009 looks I don't have to fear it.

Because I have the courage I need to get past it.

I just hope I remember that I have it.